Saturday, June 27, 2009
negative to positive!
thanx ami for support me ^^
currently happy!
but not for my scoot
hahahaha
nvm.
see if too happy,forgot wat i wan to write
hahahah
Fuck yeah 3 rolls need to develope.
spend me some cash!!! warghhhahhaahhaa
btw,i really wan this!!!
imagine if fit on my scoot..
omfg!
k lar chaw2.
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
erm...masih tidak puas hati pasal scoot buruk aku.
white wall tyre aku sdh buka...
tyre pun sdh besar...
tidak la lowered sdh....hahahaha
tidak pa...jnji buli jalan..
nnt ada duit mo tarik engine ke blakang...
pastu mo join autoshow....
berla tidak menang...
janji ada ikut...
sy taw smua yg ikut,pakai breakdisc blakang...
sy men standard jak wa....
kasian kan?
tidak pa la...
idup sy,tda org kisah jgk,
hahahahhaa....
erm...blur sdh...
x pa...nnt aku update lg kalo ada masa.
tp tetap tda org baca jgk blog aku ni...
chaw2.
Sunday, June 21, 2009
berpura-pura senang hati
tapi sebenarnya sedih
terkapai mencari isi
hidup umpama kertas
melayang ke sana sini
senyumku hanya palsu
kepercayaan terbang
kawan bagai dinding
kata-kata hanya gula
manis seketika
kadang kala masam
waktu sedih kelihatan
baru berkata
waktu berpura-pura
semua senyap
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coretan kotor helsley
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Kota Kinabalu Jazz Festival
1st day,
-arrive bout 9.50 p.m
-last band
-dance!
-forgot lomo
2nd day,
-arrive bout 8 p.m
-sabah,korea,venuzella perf.
-snap with lomo
-dance
-meet lomo-mate
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sekali sudah memadai
tak usah ulang 1000 kali
biar aku bersendiri
terima kasih atas simpati
tak perlu bertanya lagi
akhir kata,biarlah sampai di sini.......
Thursday, June 18, 2009
terkaku
ku pandang jauh
ternyata bukan bahulu
helsley,aku,saya?
sekadar manusia biasa
kesilapan berulang juga
maafku?langsung di buang sahaja
hari demi hari
cuba memperbaiki
kesalahan di sedari
semakin lemah hati
kawan?
mungkin juga lawan
ah! baik lagi awan
sama macam haiwan
baik tiba-tiba sawan
tolong aku?
sepuluh tangan tinggal satu
lari dengan alasan tak tentu
senang aku?
menumpang duit saku
BLAH-LAH CELAKA!
JIWA MUDA YANG BUTA!
CAKAP MEMBABI BUTA!
JAGA KATA-KATA?
BUANG MASA?
SUDAH-LAH!
terima kasih
ulangan,terima kasih
kepada semua orang sekeliling aku
aku bersyukur kerana kamu semua telah memberi aku tekanan yang cukup hebat
aku rasa - tidak di percayai,tidak di hargai,tidak berfaedah.
mulai hari ini,
aku diam diri sahaja.
janganlah tegur aku lagi
aku hargai semua orang kerana perbuatan kamu
aku tidak lagi membuang masa kamu
bagi yang tidak membaca post ini,
terima kasih banyak.
mungkin aku patut di campak ke mana-mana
aku tahu siapa aku
mulai hari ini,
janganlah keluar perkataan,
kenapa,siapa,apa atau apa2 persoalan melibatkan aku.
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buang?
terbang?
pandang belakang?
akan ku terajang!
lempang?
pukul pakai lemang!
kenapa tak sayang?
sebab bangang?
MEMANG!
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hasil coretan helsley yang tidak berguna di dunia
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terima kasih semua.
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
Join lomokids now! be a part of lomokids!
lomography rock the world!
analog is future!
Saturday, June 13, 2009
My Alien(my pet) juz get out from starship
currently happy for awhile!
Friday, June 12, 2009
Dari
Kebencian benar membunuh
Kebencian menular merosakkan keadaan
Kebencian menghanyutkan kebaikan
Kebencian mengeruhkan suasana
Beralihlah
Menyayangi buat tersenyum
Menyayangi menambah kawan
Menyayangi memperbaiki hari
Menyayangi melembutkan hati
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Imbas kembali perlakuan seharian
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fuck!
1001 song that would make me more emo.
btw,im not emo guy!
huahuahuahua
secondhand serenade song really kill me!
waah....
why i have to be sooo sad?
somebody please help me!
mayB ill be drown by my emotion
neway,this is crap post
totally crap
just an emo post
hahahahhaa
still remember someone
does the one remember me?
mayB NO!
nevermine
i hope i can survive my life
btw,my english sooo broken!
hahahha
hope my reader could understand
neway, i owayz remember u all the time till the day goes by
Thursday, June 11, 2009
sedih seketika
sesaat membawa makna
kekadang bercelaru pula
buka mengata tapi fakta
setiap kata membawa makna
kadang kala ia berbisa
mungkin juga membahagia
semuanya terserah kepada kita
kita mencorak kita mewarna
elok jadi manusia sempurna
tapi apakan daya kita
hanya tuhan maha sempurna
kekangan dapat di usaha
kerana setiap masalah
pasti ada jalannya
disaat datangnya hikmah
pasti aku akan berubah!
salam
nota kaki:derma aku film.sekian
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
POST ke-100nothin much to sae.
currently happy for awhile.wednesdae,out - 12PMphotolab - kinabalu colour lablunch - soto campurmovie - jangan pandang belakang congkakwarisan - yuks!cp - f.o.sgo home - 6pm
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nice pix uploaded on flickr
feel free to see
some of the pix
tg.aru
gizmo
gaydam
3 musketeer,brandon adam n shadow of helsley.JP rox!
blackbird fly,colorsplash flash,velvia 100,xpro
nota kaki:
to lomographer in sabah,
i noe where to develope 120mm film.
do contact me for detail.
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marilah mari,
kita berlomo;
setiap hari,
kita berlomo.
target aku sebelum ambik result SPM
aku mesti ada LC-A+
peduli apa orang maw cakap
kalo x suka beli la cam sendiri
duit aku suka ati aku la
sexy bha LC-A+
hahahha...
amirah!
beli la supersampler!
kiut tu barang!
aku pun maw
tp teda duit
hahahhahaha
nnt kta men flash lg r!
anwar,
semoga cepat sampai diana+ ko
hahahaha
tambirang la ko sna!
warna putih r!
hahaha
nnt aku mo try2 hahaha
sharing is caring bha
neway,K O F rulez!
saya kalah nasib jak tu sma ko!
my 1st love,
vivitar UWS,
i will always use u!
dun worie sayang!
hahahaha...
UWS is awesome!
cheap toy cam!
vivitar UWS n superheadz UWS
give diff effect abit
btw,both really cute n awesome!
siyo pakai superheadz UWS
guna film negative jak
sdh smart sial!
sy taw la ko pro bha!
hahahahaha
fatheen!
apa sudah jadi sma 135bc ko?
sy pun heran wor camna ko pakai tu barang
tp,gud luck la gulung film ko!
hahahaha
hidup 135bc!
tp igt for 1stymer in lomo scene,
jangan la edit2 digital photo dengan PS
sodey wor...
tu bukan lomo!
lomokids pun x ramai d sabah
huhuuhuhu
jom la meriahkan lagi scene lomo d sabah!
kalo ramai org,
dapat la aku bawa kamu hangout berlomo,
even aku masih baru....tp enjoi la!
huhuhu ada yg ada lomo,
x buli kuar rumah...
Perhatian:Mencari Pengguna Lomo cam atau Toy cam di Sabah.
sekian,babai!
*saya masih sedey*
thanx babal n brand
to razdan n faqman oso thanx!
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
The worst holiday i've ever had
The happiest day of the year has come around again.
Maybe tonight I'm bound to find my long awaited friend.
She's waiting there,
the falling star where wishes don't come true.
It's too bad that I got no plan and wonder what I can possibly do.
It's done once again.
Will anyone care to end
the worst holiday I've ever had in years?
You thought about another chance that didn't make it through,
because of what the bad scene has made out of you.
Can't stand to see another smile the next time she's around.
I'll lend her all my feelings for a day.
How does it sound?
So cruel.
It's done once again.
Will anyone care to end
the worst holiday I've ever had?
It's so clear, it's the worst holiday I've ever had.
{starting quiet, getting louder with each line}
It's the worst holiday I've ever had.
It's the worst holiday I've ever had.
It's the worst holiday I've ever had.
It's the worst holiday I've ever had.
Ohhhh...When you want to break out...
Ohhhh...When you want to break out...
Break Out!
Do you remember when
No one was wondering?
Why I was sad on this holiday?
actually this is the christmas song.
but the title soooooo same like what i sae on this holiday
thanx useless id for this song!
This is a view of my 20 most popular bits, ordered by interestingness.
click pix to enlarge
actually all pix sux!
i dunno how to take pix.
*helsley condition-sad*
Monday, June 8, 2009
How Tym Flies
aku rs skarang aku 17 thn.tp fikir balik2,bukan aku darjah 1 kemarin?masa memang x mengingatkan kitatp tragedi n peristiwa buat kta igt masabila kta igt sumthin yg past,sure kita ada 1 perasan or ++tp slalunya org akan rs between happy and sadskunk ni aku slalu igt yg sedey2 jakaku rs heran sgt2.org cakap kta mesti pandang ke depankalo pandang blakang,mungkin akan serba sedikit ada effect utk masa depantp kalo aku,aku mst terigt kisah lalujd bagaimana mo pandang ke depan?mayB aku ni terlalu bangang or bahalul.mmg org slalu ckp masa itu emas tp,org yg ckp tu adaka mereka menggunakan masa sebaiknya?jd kalo menasihat org,pandang diri lujangan nasihat over2.tp kepada kawan2 aku yg slalu motivated aku,aku mmg mo ucap 1000X1000 terima kaseh.kebelakangan ni aku slalu emotermasuk ari ni n malam ni,aku x taw knapa.bingung bangang bongokmayB tu la yg sinonim sma akuada 1001 aku mo luahkan saat ni tp,amat susah ingin keluarkan stiap perkataan tu.ok la,sampai sini jak la coretan dengan tangisan aku.salamFriday, June 5, 2009
aku batalkan niatku
untuk jadi semahumu
mengabdikan diri pada
kamu..
engkau sering mengujiku
aku turut mengujimu
kau perlukan aku bukti
nanti aku buktikan
jiwa raga untukmu
engkau..pencinta berjuta-juta alasan
engkau pendusta
pencetus persengketaan
agungkan pandangan yang dahagakan jawapan
mereka yang gilakanmu
meluru membabi buta
mengandaikan menghukum
siapa dapat menyalahkan..
kamu..
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PEOPLE!
SORRY FOR MY BIG EGO!
DO MY 'EGO' SAME LIKE MY 'EGO S'?
HUAHUAHUAHUA
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ATTENTION!
why would ppl choose lomo cam for lomo?or toy cam for lomo?
b'coz,lomo is all about analog n free from edit.
so PPL! pls! dont fake the lomo.
if u try to edit with photoshop,theres no way to call it lomo but its homo!
hahahaha...BE A ORIGINAL!
lomo cam or toy cam is cheap mah!
fuck the fucking fake faker!
p/s:no idea to post,so.....as usual,crab crap on crate.
Thursday, June 4, 2009
dumb dumb tag tag
Do you hide when Jehovah witnesses knock on your door?
sepakah gerangan Jehovah?
Tell me about your dancing style?
street+crazy
Honestly, do you laugh when people trip for no reason?
maybe
What is your most used cuss word?
ntah
Do you think it looks silly when people wear socks with sandals?
cool-lah!
Name the seven dwarf's
pa ni? anu snow white? x taw!
When you bend over, can you touch your toes?
for sure,YEAH!
What is the most difficult thing you've ever had to overcome?
ermm...sakit ati?ntah
Do you think that people mistake your kindness for a weakness?
dunno
Do you know anyone who is a pathological liar?
ask ur mom.
Is there anyone you know that deserves to get bitch slapped?
you?
Why do people drive slow in the fast lane?
B:bangang
Have you ever eaten a crayon?
N.O.P.E
What is the best pick up line you've ever heard?
dunno
Would you rather be a porn star or a prostitute?
porn star la bah! HOT n SEXAAAY! hahahaha...
If your body odor was a food scent, what would you want to smell like?
chicken chop?hahahaha
Tag people to do this survey
babad,lloyd,fatheen,audrey
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
COLORSPLASH FLASH!
woah! colorsplash flash just arrive!
i like to play the flash!! hahaha....
just imagine im playing the flash... O.o'
eeeee....geram gilak!
chaw,now i can enjoi lomo'ing on nite! hahahaha
tg.aru
gizmo
gaydam
3 musketeer,brandon adam n shadow of helsley.JP rox!
